June 2009
4 posts
Angels
There are angels everywhere. They are always pulling for you even when you’re not pulling for yourself. They are thinking of you when you are not thinking of yourself. You never know when or where these angels will pop up, but they always do just in time to help protect you from the storm. Sometimes you don’t even know these angels, yet they are there pulling for you all the same. Be...
Why so young?
I received a message the other day from my Mini Me back in TN and in this message he tells me he’s in love with a very nice girl and that he’s getting married. HE’S ONLY 19!!! Why are kids today compelled to have sex so young and then get pregnant and then get married all before they can legally drink? I know I’m only 21, but hey even I think that I’m too young to get...
WatchThis is cool!!
Hello again.
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything on this blogger and I’m hoping to change that. There’s just too many people on Myspace that will take anything you write the wrong way, whether it’s about them or not. So, from now on i will be doing my real writing here.
First, what is the deal with people who read things posted on profiles and then automatically thinking...
April 2009
1 post
John Lennon
I’ve had Beatles on the brain for a few days now and so I did a little research on John Lennon. He is by far the most interesting entertainer I’ve ever heard of. To have been able to sit down and have one conversation with him would be, to me, one of the greatest things in the world. Just to get a glimpse of what he was thinking just to see if I could understand his thinking. His death...
March 2009
4 posts
The Date has been set
I will be moving out to California on March 18, 2011. That gives me exactly 2 years from today to get everything ready to go and figure out where I’m going. I want to live in Santa Cruz, and I will. So wish me luck or don’t. I’ll either miss you or I won’t. I’ll be living my dream, what about you?
She fired back...
My sister finally sent me a reply to my last message. And I was right, she did end up making me angry in return. She is now upset with me because I cut my hair. I know this is her wedding, but she can’t stop me from cutting my own hair. And she never mentioned not cutting my hair only not coloring my hair. Now she is making me feel like just dropping out of her wedding altogether. She lives...
Alone, bored, armed, and dangerous.
Adam and Wade went up to Daytona for a Bike Week gig which leaves me here at home by myself with only my thoughts to break the silence. I do wish my thoughts would stop though, because I need to send a message to my sister about her wedding I can only see the reaction going one way. Down. I’m not going to purposely upset her but I know that’s waht’s going to end up happening....
February 2009
5 posts
Working all the time.
Last night I found out that my next day off is next Saturday. My last day off was on Monday. Yeah I’m not going to be doing anything strenuous next Saturday at all! I will be sitting on my butt reading or doing something of pure enjoyment! Maybe Friday night I’ll go up to the bar and sing Karaoke. Or maybe not. I never know what I’m going to do until that night. Me making plans...
All work and no play...
gives me a big fat check on payday! this week I was off on Monday and then started getting more hours as the week progressed and now my next day off is Tuesday! It’s a nice feeling being able to work and know that you’ll have a decent sized paycheck. How sweet it is!
P.S. aims, that’s why I have called you back yet! i wll soon though. I’ve been uber busy! I love you!
“Life is overwhelming if you pay attention.”
– Nick’s Grandpa
Ready to snap!
So, I’m ready to snap, but so far I’ve been able to keep my cool. things are not going the way I would like for them to go and it’s getting harder to keep optimistic. Despite all of this, I actually have been able to keep my calm. (Aimee, aren’t you proud?!) At work I’ve been smiling and keeping myself busy from the time I clock in until the time I clock out. things...
January 2009
7 posts
Lettin' it roll...
In the last month, I’ve acheived the impossible…I’ve not let hardly anything stress me out to the point of snapping. I’ve just been trying hard to keep a positive frame of mind and it has really worked for me. I do what is required of me at work and just focus on my task and getting it done quickly so that I can get home on time. As a result, they’ve started giving me...
“Remember that there is nothing stable in human affairs; therefore avoid undue...”
– ~Socrates
Once upon a time...
There was a girl who was very confused and frustrated in many ways. She waged a war against herself and was losing every battle. She was a prisoner of her own mind and the world in which she lived. At first she started to give in and let the fog take over, but a spark ignited inside herself and she was reborn. Though the battles are getting more fierce with many casualties on her side, she decided...
2 years and still there...
Adam and I have been together for two years today! Niether one of us have ever been in a relationship this long, or been in a relationship where they didn’t hurt each other by cheating or whatever. We’ve been through more in our first two years together than most people who’ve been together for 10 years. I do love him and i hope that i get to spend more than just another to years...
Observation # 1
I took my time on this observation so when I finally typed it up I would have sound reasoning behind it. my observation is that about 89.9% of the world’s population is two-faced. Now just how much two-faced is a different story with much more complicated fractions that I myself have yet to figure out, so here is why have have come to this conclusion.
Over the last several months I have...
New Years Resolution
Every year I make a New Year’s resolution , two actually, and I never seem to achieve what I set out to do. So, I decided to change one to something easier, I’m going to make my New Year’s resolution be to turn over a new leaf. It’s easier than my other ideas by far, but it’s just a simple change that will turn out big results. Hopefully, this year I will be a able to...
December 2008
10 posts
“Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total...”
– ~Jim Morrison~
Dearest Friend,
Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. I’m learning to be free and stand on my own two feet. I am slowly getting happier now and I can’t wait to be there whole again. I’m breathing more often and stopping to smell the daisies (I don’t like roses). I’m taking life one moment at a time and enjoying it all. I miss you dear friend and I can’t wait until we...
All or nothing!
Change is hard, especially when you’re thrust into not knowing what to do or how to react. Life just throws you a line drive and you’re powerless to stop it. Today my friends and I had to attend the funeral for one of the greatest kids you’d ever want to meet. He was always thinking of everyone before himself and always making you laugh. And to all of us it feels like the world...
I'm OK
This week has been exceptionally hard for my friends and myself. We lost one of our friends to drugs. We will miss him greatly! it’s also been hard because it’s the holiday Season and while everyone is talking about what they are going to get their friends and family, I’m stuck not being able to do much of anything. I’m going to send out some Christmas cards and such and my...
C.J. We will miss you!
Last night I found out that a friend of mine that I haven’t seen in far too long passed away. My heart is breaking. C.J. was always smiling and full of life, he thought of everyone before himself and I bet he’d have given you the shirt right off his back if he thought that you needed it more than him. Regretfully I didn’t know C.J. as well as I would have liked, but everytime I...
Happy ChrismaHaniKwanzika!!
I hope everyone has a bright, fun and safe holiday season no matter what you celebrate!
Breath slowly and then...open your eyes!
Today, my eyes are starting to open for the first time since before I left high school. I’m starting to fall back into myself again and it feels liberating! Some things are still a bit fuzzy, but they’ll clear in time. Right now I see what I want to be doing and how to do it, I also see what I need to do to make my dream of living in California a reality. It’s going to take time,...
Good Times with Great Friends...
That’s what I had last night with Cassie, Justin, Tom, and Adam. We went to Nice-N-Easy to play some pool and the guys all got wasted! So of course we had to get pictures. Then, it turned into a powder fight. We were getting the pool chalk all over our hands and smacking each other so that we’d have white hand prints everywhere. Definitely good times. Then, we all went back to...
November 2008
15 posts
Why does it always happen around the holidays?
I have to have a root canal on a very painful cavity! It hurts so bad that I end up crying my eyes out trying to make it stop. It is by far the worst pain I have ever felt up to this point in my life. why doe smy dentist office have to be filled with incompetent morons? More importantly, why in the hell didn’t I take better care of my teeth when I was younger? Why didn’t anyone make...
Here we go again...
Well, here I am again sitting in front of the computer looking for leads on new employment. No, I didn’t quit or get fired, I just hate working in the food industry. I wish I could find some cool job where I don’t have to be around food at all! And have everyon around not be stuck on themselves or see managers playing favorites. I’m not talking about Arby’s by itself now,...
Historical Female of the Day!
I’ve decided that I’m going to post and article that I have read about a famous historical figure every so often. And I’m going to start with Mrs. Rosa Parks. i hope you find it enjoyable!
On 1 December 1955, Rosa Parks had just finished her shift as a department store seamstress, and she was pooped. When the bus came, she paid her fare and took a seat, and when the driver...
Goooooood Morning Vietnam!!!
It is 6:12 AM and I just dropped Adam off for his first day of work! He was just uber excited. I’m uber excited for him too, but I’m just too tired right now to jump for joy. Just thought that I’d share that! Goodnight to all!!!
“A career is wonderful, but you can’t curl up with it on a cold night.”
– Marylin Monroe. Truer words have never been spoken.
Change I Need
Today I have to put everything in high gear. I feel like poop because of this cold and I had to call out of work, but I still have a lot to do today. I have to help my boyfriend move his stuff here to my house and try not to get everyone sick in the process. It’s going to be a long day…
I do have to say though, that even though everything is changing so quickly, the world...
Blah
Have you ever been so frustrated that you just wanted to scream at anyone and everyone who breathes? That’s how tonight went. I don’t know what brought it on, but I can’t seem to get my head right. I’m just so blah that I want to scream and release it somehow. The only problem is that it’s 2:15 AM here in the Sunshine State and someone is bound to get just a little...
Confused Confusion
Sometimes in this life you’ll see people who are confused about the ones they love. Hey, it happens okay! It’s easy to see from where I sit that two people in my life are so confused about each other that they are confused with that confusion. I hope that makes sense to someone other than myself. I’m not going to name any names so I’ll refer to the parties involved as he...
“Remember that there is nothing stable in human affairs; therefore avoid undue...”
– This quote of the day is brought to you by Socrates.
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“A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself.”
– Words of Wisdom from Jim Morrison
Hello Brave World
Well Aimee told me I should do this and I thought, why not? It can’t hurt right? So here I am typing up my first real blogger!
Last night Aimee, came into town and I haven’t seen her in like 3 years. And it was like she never left! She just never changes! I do wish I could be more like her, but I’m still trying to find myself and eventually I think I’ll be as happy as she...